Started out as a usual Tuesday morning but adding rushing to get out the
door for a Dr Appointment.
Weather is cloudy and cool which invokes my third mind
thinking. Deep thoughts and puzzle pieces of experience suddenly clicking
together in patterns of understanding.
Thinking back over many years of my work as a hairdresser
and realizing how many secrets and confessions, pain, happiness, loss and life
have been presented to me. I saw a vessel filling and filling but instead of
overflow the vessel expanded and files were moved more locking cabinets were
installed and more drawers filled.
I was that vessel and
I held those emotions, dreams, fears joys, hate and more tightly packed away
for ??safekeeping”??
Then walking into the Dr’s office to check in I felt my blood
pressure kick up and could feel my pulse accelerate just entering the room. I
checked in sat down to wait and not only could feel the panic and jitteriness’
of the energy in the room but hear prayers and complaints swirling around the
waiting room. It struck me then that this room was also a vessel of sorts
holding the energy and emotions of all who had passed here and often deposited
so going into the Dr Office a brave face could be presented when escorted into
the inner offices.
The room was nearly
over whelming with unseen energy. So I sat closed my eyes imagined large roots
coming straight from my spine and feet. Said a prayer asked for angelic
reinforcements and became a portal to release the no longer needed energies,
and while in this quiet place I also let
go of those many, many years of those carefully
stored secrets I have been carrying around.
It was amazing I
could feel when all was cleared and the air took on the smell of roses. I closed
the portal withdrew the roots and just when the last bit was gone the door
opened and the room filled with patients and my name was called for my
appointment.
I stand in gratitude
and blessings to all my spiritual guides and teachers throughout the last 40 or
more years.
For having the courage to accept the role as Shaman and
knowing how and why to be able to not only release energy but fill the space
with love and light and rainbows of color. Right now this moment I feel lighter
than air.
